it’s so hard to forget someone who had meant everything to you for a long time with whom you’d a long future planned and somehow it all went bad , went sour without you even knowing . You both move on thinking it’s for the better maybe . But is it actually ? still whenever you come across those pictures and videos why does it feel like you both were meant to be? Maybe your even try again but it never feels the same it still doesn’t feel like that passionate kiss you had at the staircase . You keep trying and every time you realize more than the other person you can’t be the same and the worst part is when it strikes you that you don’t feel the same , you force yourself into the old feelings but you just can’t . What would you do then ? moving on feels bad staying doesn’t feel right and there’s no in between after what has happened . Well that’s me – I’m stuck in this limbo for years now , I try to go back and every time I fail to pull out the same old feelings and I can’t even blame myself because I knew staying in it would’ve been toxic but why does walking away feel wrong that too after so many years ? I’ve always had a problem letting go maybe it’s me ? maybe it’s just me who is stuck and everybody else has moved on . I wanna move on too but it’s not easy neither is getting back together and expressing the same feelings that i had between us years back . I’m not able to enunciate my own own feelings I myself don’t know what I want . I’m just here sitting and writing this.